I may not be the prettiest, most athletic, skinniest, and most popular, but hell, why be, when I can just be myself.Tumblr (3.0; @panpampanda)http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcsktfPomo1qzh2imo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>yup pretty much <3 i miss this so much </3 </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/36579010103http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/36579010103Mon, 26 Nov 2012 01:48:41 -0500<a href="http://youtu.be/Sd4z5lQ4dUM">I used to let you paint 'em pretty pictures</a>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32158260340http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32158260340Sun, 23 Sep 2012 18:55:34 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mashfy9S0M1qdnq06o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>I have a new account! Follow back if ur not already :) @aurora_rose13 (Taken with <a href="http://instagram.com">Instagram</a>)</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32107212629http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32107212629Sun, 23 Sep 2012 02:16:46 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mas4zvh5la1qdnq06o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>To those who told me that I wouldn’t b able to get back into #dance cuz I was to out of shape. It’s amazing want #ballet, #jazz and #tap class can do. #abs #workout #healthily #hardwork (Taken with <a href="http://instagram.com">Instagram</a>)</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32091184148http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/32091184148Sat, 22 Sep 2012 21:47:55 -0400ballethealthilytapdanceworkoutjazzhardworkabs<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9pcrjLGXd1qe52v7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30729106167http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30729106167Sun, 02 Sep 2012 11:42:16 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gqzr0f8v1qk0aruo1_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gqzr0f8v1qk0aruo2_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gqzr0f8v1qk0aruo4_500.png"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gqzr0f8v1qk0aruo3_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9gqzr0f8v1qk0aruo5_500.jpg"/><br/> <br/><blockquote> <p><em>Noah & Allie, one of the best love stories ever told <3</em></p> </blockquote>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30439871311http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30439871311Wed, 29 Aug 2012 01:40:33 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9ah97NRfk1qbhjz6o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Amen!! Ugh…</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30146047601http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30146047601Fri, 24 Aug 2012 23:02:17 -0400<p>I gave everything to you, I was in it 100% and now you&#8217;re thinking about walking away&#8230;I just dont know where to go now&#8230;</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30140302988http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30140302988Fri, 24 Aug 2012 21:37:45 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m97vf9dR6E1rsz8zro1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>very true! </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30139626826http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/30139626826Fri, 24 Aug 2012 21:27:33 -0400<p><strike>That’s just part of it and it’s not the greeting cards and sunset and flowers part that’s easy that’s not real</strike>, it’s about doing the things that you don’t want to do, the stuff that makes you mad the stuff that you do without being asked it’s about having a friend and knowing when to shut up you know i can’t tell you what love is, i can only tell you what it isn’t</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29716329921http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29716329921Sat, 18 Aug 2012 18:32:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lv1msvehSf1qfdwsio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://m-k-diary.tumblr.com/post/29548571802/more-typo-quotes-here-xx">m-k-diary</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><em><strong><a href="http://m-k-diary.tumblr.com/">more typo/quotes here xx</a></strong></em></p> </blockquote>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29567990035http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29567990035Thu, 16 Aug 2012 15:54:27 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m8v2k9DYM21qbjt25o1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://makemestfu.net/post/29563788904/wanna-make-your-dashboard-alive">makemestfu</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://makemestfu.net/">Wanna make your dashboard alive?</a></p> </blockquote>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29567989492http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29567989492Thu, 16 Aug 2012 15:54:26 -0400“Drink to all that we have lost <br/> Mistakes we have made <br/> Everything will change <br/> But,love remains the same”http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29563652488http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29563652488Thu, 16 Aug 2012 14:38:33 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m767ikXhyL1rsz8zro1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29534385772http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29534385772Thu, 16 Aug 2012 01:07:22 -0400<p>Ever since all this happened, i can&#8217;t sleep without seeing you, but when I&#8217;m awake everything makes me think of you. Anything I do, you&#8217;re there&#8230;and all I want is for you to be here. Sad part is you don&#8217;t know if you want to be here with me&#8230;for the first time in a very long time, I&#8217;m feeling like I&#8217;m not worth fighting for anymore. Like I&#8217;m so easy thrown away. Never thought you would be the one to make me feel this way. You were the one who made me feel like I could do and be anything. And now&#8230;.How does everything go from great and fairly tale to bad and nightmare. It just doesn&#8217;t seem fair&#8230;but life isn&#8217;t fair and I know that. Question is do I wait around or take a breath and keep walking&#8230;</p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29323367013http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/29323367013Mon, 13 Aug 2012 02:45:45 -0400<p>I don&#8217;t what your doing right now, but I know that your thinking about me as much as I&#8217;m thinking about you.  Something love need a fighting changes, so I&#8217;ll wait my turn until it&#8217;s our turn to dance. I sleep alone. I cry alone. I pray alone. I need you to come home soon.  My heart is starting to think this is feeling is okay to feel this way.  I&#8217;m starting to think I can&#8217;t live without you, but right now I have too. I have to find my place in the world. So when the time comes, we combined our lives, I have something to give too. All I want to do it make you proud and I want to make our love grow bigger and better always and forever. I want and I will love you forever as long as you still want me around. Nothing is going to make me leave, I don’t care about that time lost, the miles apart, nothing is going to make me love you less or want to leave your side. I&#8217;m going to stick it out with you till the every end. This is what a great relationship is made out of.  We trust each other, and we have faith that everything is going to work out. Now we are miles away once again, and I have months till I&#8217;m back in your arms. I know with all my heart I want to go with you anywhere you go. Please come home soon.  </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/25982310360http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/25982310360Wed, 27 Jun 2012 01:02:56 -0400<p>I met my Boyfriend my first day at my new job, he was my first handshake. We got to know each other and we started dating. From the very beginning I knew he was leaving for the Marines, I had my guard up the whole time. I wish i could say we have smooth sailing while we were dating, but that would be a lie, We fought, we yelled, we went days without talking. I had long talks with my family, they wanted me to break it off with him, sometimes I really did think about, but when I time came and I was standing in front of him, I just couldn&#8217;t do it. I knew if I walked away I wouldn&#8217;t always be thinking about him, so we worked it out. He showed me he was someone worth waiting for, my guard came down and we had the last 2 weeks each other the morning came when he had to leave for 3 months for boot camp. I cried my eyes out as I saw him drive away, 3 months without hearing him voices, only hand written letter, and going off the words he was telling me. My heart was going to jump out of my cheat the day of family day. Once I saw him standing there, I knew waiting for him and all those tears and angry I felt was worth it. I knew that I loved him, and I was so glad I didn&#8217;t walk away. Having him walk up to him and rap his arms around me, felt so right and amazing, I just didn&#8217;t want to let go of him ever again. </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/25982219842http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/25982219842Wed, 27 Jun 2012 01:01:00 -0400<p><span>The 80-20 rule. The rule says that you get about 80% of what you need from your mate. Sometimes we meet someone who has that other 20% that we&#8217;re not getting and the 20 looks real good, but if you trade it for the 80, then you&#8217;ll really see how good you had it.</span></p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20313733168http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20313733168Sun, 01 Apr 2012 18:42:06 -0400<p>I hate &#8220;what if&#8221; questions, people always ask What if&#8230;all the time. They want to know how I would handle the situation if something happen to us. and I don&#8217;t want to put myself through all this drama in my head, if it didn&#8217;t happen yet, and we don&#8217;t know it will happen. Some of the What if questions i get asked a lot is; 1) What if&#8230;he doesn&#8217;t get station in San Diego, how would u handle that? My answer is Ill handle that if the times comes but nothing is going to break us. 2) What if&#8230;he comes home and looks at you differently? My answer is, Ill handle that if the time comes, but Him and I have something stronger than just looks. 3) what if he gets deployed? My answer is, Ill handle that if the time comes, but We handle miles between us before we will make is work. </p> <p>No matter what happens, no matter what life throws at us, we will always stand next to each other. and i cant worry about the &#8220;what if&#8221;  i have to worry about right now and that&#8217;s all i can do. </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20236694866http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20236694866Sat, 31 Mar 2012 14:23:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m1jxex59bw1qdnq06o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Last night, I saw the old him, he talked to me like I was just other person he knew. Does he understand that, that cant’t happen. If he starts pulling that shit again, it’s going to be the end of us. We worked to hard and long to just let him go back to his old ways. We have everything working against us and we need to stay true to each other. This will never work if we both don’t work on ourselves and how we treat each other. He doesn’t know whats it like over here, just going through everyday life feeling like the world is spinning so fast, I can’t see straight, but also time is just standing still and each day feels like a it will never end. I think about him everyday, everything reminds me of him and it just a remember of how far away he is from me. I don’t know what it’s like for him over there and I’m going to try and guess, but what I do know is that he thinks about me, the only thing is, I don’t know to what degree he is thinking about me. I know he misses, but I wonder how much. I know he wishes he was home, but I don’t if he wants to come home now or could he stay longer away from me and everyone here? I want to know the answers to theses questions. I need to know… </p> <p>This won’t work if we don’t work on it… </p>http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20011821310http://panpampanda.tumblr.com/post/20011821310Tue, 27 Mar 2012 12:20:57 -0400